well... my wheels are circling down a forest with no tracks to keep me from straying away... its up to my own instincts to get out and with the help of my ethereal friends who guide me unknowingly. Your true guide is what you feel in yourself that you know will never be taken away from you. Your nationality can be taken away... so can your job, position, and even your religion... but whats inside you, what makes you YOU, nobody can take that away... for me, that most fundamental thing is that im a child of God.

Im not a very preachy kind of person about religion. i am religious and spiritual, its about the lifestyle. Living with God and all these things as a foundation that you walk on in life.... makes things so much deeper, more valueable, and more fulfilling.

.... yeah, dont know how i got on that tangent....

be true to yourself... not necesarilly just your heart (your heart can darn sure make you do stupid and regretable things) or your head... but to both of them, and see how what you do today may have reprocussions later on in life or how could this improve your life down the line,

if you cant see any reprocussions nor any visibile benefits, JUMP for it it could lead you to a new field of .... dont want to say flowers, but i guess i have to.... flowers, and that could lead you to a completely new side of life.

"dont let your surroundings influence you, you influence your surroundings" SMM

refraining from doing homework

my room looks quite meh with many different sizes and types of paper scattered throughout every square foot of this tiny room.

I decided to push homework aside and take a breather for a while. Im working on a project that involves M's and drawing it in categories of texture/mass, balanced assymetry, rhtyhm, organic/geometric, and direction... all has to be drawn without using a ruler, it's an awesome experience i tell ya. Drawing faces are great, and dont have a single straight line... thats why i love them so.

here are some of my recent sketches that ive done in my spare time.


esther teo




kaori phillips



mari belfort




sheila pimentel.

mansei yo